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15 January 2010 @ 01:27 am
new start  
Today is the begining of my new life

No Kindness, no smile. I'm not a pet anymore.

You tried to control my life and tell me what to do, but now it's over, i'm the one controlling, and i swear...i swear you'll regret this one day.

I was never mean nor irritating, and i even felt remorse when i was not genuine (and it was so rare anyway). But now, no, i won't ever feel like i'm the bad person, coz no matter what i do, you won't change, and you'll try to control my whole fucking life, when u totally ruined yours.

Because of you i almost lost something precious, coz you decided you wanted to mess up my life. But it's over. Don't ever except some sort of kindness from me, or even politeness, coz i'm out now.

Doing one thing for me is apparently too much for you, but don't you worry, you won't have to do or decide anything, because you don't even exist for me now.

You told me once you wanted me to die when i was born, and i'll grant your wish; the daughter you once knew is dead, and something tells me you won't like this one.

Old Rina, officially dead the 14th of January 2010 at 10pm.
New Rina, born at 01.23am, the 15th of January 2010.

Yoroshiku ne *grins*

(sorry, i kinda needed to write this..because i'm going crazy right now..all i wrote is true, and well, i decided some things needed to change. It's done now)

*waves* peace up
Current Mood: satisfiedsatisfied
makinoomakinoo on January 15th, 2010 12:46 am (UTC)
I love the New Rina <3

Kisses and fight on !!