Author: Me >w<
Pairing: Akame / ??/Kame (for now)
Rating: NC – 17
Genre: Romance, Humour, Action (Violence)
Disclaimer : The story is inspired from the drama Last Friends (just a little ) and part of a conversation I had with those pervy Kame addicts: P. The characters are not mine.
Summary: Everyone always tries to hide his true personality. When someone is vulnerable it’s better to wear a mask, to play and overplay, just to prove that everything is fine. This is an encounter between two souls, a man without real purpose and another one whose life is already mapped out.Thx to the wonderfulgal_ps for translating this for me! *huggles*.
A single grunt was heard.
"We should get up ..."
"I don‘t want to ..."
"You know that at some time you have to move...”
"As long as I can sleep for five more minutes ..."
"Ok, but I'll go then"
Jin clung to him.
"Nooo, stay here."
"And if I don’t want to?"
"You’ve got no choice."
Jin tightened his grip on the young man.
They have slept more or less peacefully. Jin had continued to kiss him for a good half hour and then slept like a log while Kazuya was watching.
"But at least you've slept? What time is it?"
"It’s six o‘clock, and no I haven‘t slept."
Jin looked at him, rising up an eyebrow.
"Don’t look at me like that, I really couldn’t sleep."
"I see the bed is too small, and regarding my body shape, I took a lot of it, but still ..."
"No, it’s not that ... it was comfortable, but ..."
Kazuya looked down.
"Jin, I’d like to talk to you frankly."
The latter only nodded his head.
"Wh ... why are you doing this?"
"What you... I...what you did with me ..."
Kazuya thought he couldn‘t get redder than the way he was blushing at that moment. Even running naked in the middle of fields would be less humiliating.
"What do you think, why I did it?"
"You’re cheating; you never answer to my questions!"
Jin burst in laughter.
"OK, you tell me."
"I don‘t know Jin... I don’t know anything ..."
He raised his head.
"I'm lost ..."
"Hmmm... OK, let me explain you then."
Jin put his hand under the covers and tried to caress Kazuya's hand.
"If I do this, it‘s primarily because I feel like it, OK?"
Kazuya nodded. Jin had taken their connected hands towards his face.
"And despite what other people may tell you, you’re the exact opposite of a disgusting person."
He kissed the top of Kazuya‘s hand.
"I'd say you're very, very cute."
He then quickly drew Kazuya to bring it closer to him. Kazuya was trying to look away, avoiding Jin’s eyes that were looking for him and spoke.
"So if I understood you correctly, you saw someone you find cute, and so on .."
Jin sighed exasperatedly.
"No, that's not it, not at all."
He left Kazuya‘s hand and caressed his face.
"I don’t know, it’s something that, because it's you I want to do that. Do not ask me why, I know .. it's not like that we are super buddies since the time I came here... "
"You were looking for it..."
"Of course ... in short."
Someone knocked on the door and Kazuya came unstuck right in a moment when Jin rose with a slight "I'm coming!"
He turned to Kazuya and whispered.
"You, you make no noise, and especially you stay behind the door."
The latter nodded when the door was tapped again.
Jin a little panicked ran towards the door and opened it.
Behind it was Takki who seemed anything but happy to be alive.
"Hi, How are you?"
"Have you seen Kazuya?"
Jin stood still. Kazuya on the other side of the door froze and stopped breathing altogether.
"He didn‘t come back..."
Takki's eyes surveyed the room, as if to confirm what Jin had said. The latter remained stilled, and couldn‘t even force a smile on his sleepy face.
"Good, thank you ... if you see him, tell him that I’m looking for him." said Takki.
And he left without adding anything else. Jin watched him go through the small hallway where he took the stairs and smiling closed the door.
Kazuya was petrified.
"Well, then that's done ..." Jin sing-sang and went back to bed.
Kazuya stayed unmoving in his corner. Jin sat on the bed and stared at him.
"I .. nothing .."
"Come here .."
He saw that Kazuya was troubled, as if everything that Takki had told him was rewinding in his head. He walked slowly towards the bed, trying to hide the flowing tears.
"You really would think for me as a big cry-baby." He sighed, trying to relax the atmosphere a bit.
Jin chuckled and pulled Kazuya‘s shirt to approach him.
"It's true." He sneered.
Kazuya was shocked and was about to leave when Jin said.
"Let’s say a pretty, nice little cry-baby."
And he laughed again.
Kazuya mumbled a brief "Baka" before taking the older one in his arms.
Finally, Kazuya was opening to him. But before he had to try to calm down a bit Takki, even though it seemed really hard task.
~ * ~
" I have to do WHAT?"
Jin’s eyes were wide opened as huge as billiard balls.
"I told you, there is one cow that has a problem .... and ....it’s obligatory to find where is it coming from."
Kazuya was satisfied with only laughter, for Jin’s face was priceless.
"No, but this is out of question, I won‘t ... go fiddle with your cow! Ask Tatsuya, he likes to touch them." Jin said.
"No, but it's not so hard, you can do it ... all alone."
Kazuya nearly burst out laughing at the "HAAAH?" sound that came from Jin.
"No, no, no, no no no no no no no no." Jin almost sulking, he wasn’t keen on the idea doing anything like that.
"Ok ok, you‘re maybe not ready yet, but I'm sure that they wouldn‘t mind ..."
Kazuya loved teasing Jin. His facal expressions, his reactions, he liked everything ... maybe a little too much. He couldn‘t help thinking about these lips kissing him, or about the scent that filled him, and especially at this hot body against whom he cuddled last couple of nights already.
"Are you still here?" Jin waved a hand pass before his eyes.
"Yeah, I am!" Kazuya blushed and then turned at full speed towards the enclosure of Kudai stammering something about flowers needed watering.
Jin smiled back.
Kazuya arrived almost at the fence when it stopped dead.
He would go back the other way when he heard the eldest speak.
"It amuses you?"
Kazuya froze. It was over, it was all over.
"Doing it with this little bastard. You think I haven‘t seen your little game? So do you like to be with him? I guess you spread your legs with him too, right?"
Takki wasn‘t angry ... he was furious.
Kazuya tried to speak but he was silenced when Takki spoke again.
"It seems that Kudai will soon give birth. She who brings life into her, it would be a shame to lose them both."
Kazuya stopped breathing.
"I forbid you to-"
"You’re forbidding me now?"
The young man turned as white as a sheet.
"Listen to me Kazuya, and listen to me carefully. If ever you're not in the room tonight, I asure you, and you know I'm not joking, but this mare, and her little one, would be in your breakfast plate tomorrow. "
Kazuya suppressed a sob that threatened to escape at any time.
"You wouldn’t do it ..."
"Oh yeah? Want to try your luck?"
Kazuya was going to go back the other way when Takki said.
"I will wait for you then."
Then he went towards the house.
Kazuya spent the rest of the day ignoring Jin.
~ * ~
Jin wondered what was happening. Kazuya had barely look at him, also replied only when necessary, and worse he didn’t smile even once.
He fall back into his nightmare ... and Jin couldn‘t do anything to pull him back.
When daylight died peacefully, he throw a bucket of water at the entrance o the farm to clean the accumulated dirt and went inside.
Kazuya’s eyes were following him, hidden behind the small hedge that surrounded the farm. The eyes were filled with sadness as he felt his heart tighten.
All his wounds, both physically and mentally, had barely begun to heal and he had to go back to hell.
He picked up the pile of poppies he had gathered entered in the house again.
~ * ~
He barely had time to put them on the table when Jin's voice echoed through the kitchen.
"What’s going on?"
"Nothing at all, I’m going to sleep."
Jin grabbed his arm.
"... You're going to sleep? Where?"
"In my room."
"You, you’re kidding right?"
It was so hard to pretend and play in a comedy sometimes.
"Nah, not at all. Jin, listen, what happened, it was a mistake, I know why I did that. I know he’s silly, but I like .. I love Takki. So please, don‘t concern yourself over me, OK? "
Jin thought he misheard him. So it was all over? Kazuya was going back to the one who did him wrong? He had barely had time to digest what was happening when Kazuya was leaving already.
"I don‘t know what happened today, but I know that you suffer even in pronouncing his name. You think I'm such a fool to believe these lies? But if you want so much to make yourself beaten, then it‘s no longer my problem. "
Kazuya without turning, still facing Jin backwards, bit his lips.
"I was stupid to believe you wanted to get out. And so stupid to think you liked me."
A silent tear ran along Kazuya‘s cheek. He left the room quickly before Jin could see him in this state. This couldn‘t last. If he wanted to keep up the farm that his father had built with his own hands, he would have to bear everything, even if it meant dying.
He went upstairs without looking back.
Jin was fuming from anger by the thought of Kazuya still being abused put him in a daze.
When he finally decided to go back to his room, only the small bouquet of poppies didn‘t move from its place.
They would surely fade tomorrow.
~ * ~
Jin couldn‘t sleep at all. The bed was too big for him ... Kazuya’s smell was everywhere, and he couldn‘t help but imagine what was he going through.
It was probably ... no, it was better not even imagine what was going to his room.
Jin preferred to force himself to sleep in order to forget the deafening sounds that resonated through his whole being.
Kazuya was on the floor. His head was bleeding slightly due to the blow he had received by falling on the corner of the bed, and his body was full of bloody marks as a painting drawn in red ink. Takki was sitting on a rocking chair in the corner of the room with a cigarette in hand.
It was almost 3 hours since he had taken his belt and was venting his frustration over the Kazuya’s body, Kazuya who was almost dead.
Kazuya felt he was really dying as bit by bit all this senses were gradually abandoning him. He was going to die now. Everything was blurry in his mind, but one thing was clear, the smiling face of Jin after he had kissed him for the first time.
He remembered a bit too late that he had forgotten to put his precious poppies in a vase.
Like him, they surely would end in the trash tomorrow morning.
Ok, I know...and no, i'm not dead!!!! :P I hope you'll enjoy this!!!